I know, I know. You're all absolutely devastated about this but I have just read some really nasty comments about myself and it really got to me. So I just want to get a few things from those comments straight in my last blog post. Yes you have got your way and effectively run me out of town, but I and only I will decide what parts of my life are splashed over the internet, daily mail style. The comments were personal to both me and my husband so it is with that in mind and deep regret I am ending The Wisdom of Gina Blog.
Firstly and it is the only thing I actually agree with from the commenter, I know it's hard to believe, is how I treated my mate Greg. Now Greg and I haven't spoken since I did the awkwardness blog post and I can totally understand why. I love and adore Greg so much and I really miss his friendship and how we used to be. I doubt it will ever be the same because of what I wrote but I just want him to know that I am deeply, deeply sorry for how I treated him. I miss our random conversations, singing in the car and our days out. It's true that you don't know what you have until its gone and I didn't realise just how much I needed Greg in my life until he wasn't speaking to me. Sorry x
I in no way pretend I am perfect or look in the mirror and see a supermodel, and I certainly don't wish to be classed as the next 'Samantha Brick', I dislike that woman with a passion. I did this blog as a coping mechanism, nothing more nothing less. It certainly wasn't to air my 'dirty laundry' all over the place, I certainly could have done if I didn't have a husband, family and friends to think about.
I am not a home wrecker by any stretch of the imagination, I've never slept with a married man apart from my husband and that's allowed!
I apologise that my life is not stressful in a conventional way. I don't have kids, I hold down a steady job and I have a good family around me. However, having to move out of my marital home is stressful, going through a divorce is stressful. If you haven't done it don't judge me.
The whole comment of my life being like Hollyoaks is a joke, one of sarcasm, unfortunately some people didn't seem to realise that and took it literally. I guess they also take Hollyoaks literally and they didn't like the comparison as I don't go round wearing hot pants in winter nor do I murder people, I think that makes me a pretty good person, obviously not.
I certainly don't have a line of men out my door. One I wouldn't know what to do with them all (it would be kind of exhausting), two, I'm just not that type of girl and three, I think my housemates would have something to say about that! Yes I have man trouble, but don't most 24 year olds? Mine are just slightly different. I go out drinking occasionally. I think I've been out about 4 times since the split. Which roughly works out at once a month, so I don't think me talking about my drinking habits is anything to do with you.
Apparently I'm like a 24 hour tesco but I can't remember why really. Something really witty I'm sure. I'm not self assured, over confident or self centred, yeah I write about myself so flipping what? I heard the other day everyone likes talking about themselves and that's true! Show me someone who doesn't?!
I don't live in a bedsit, I live in a lovely 3 bedroom house share, the areas not great but who cares?! The house is not a hovel and I don't think my landlord would like that description of his house. There are spiders everywhere which I hate and have no man to come and get them (oops mentioned men again, when will I learn?)
I really should stop being sarcastic or what I perceive is me being funny, it won't get me anywhere, probably more nasty comments or 6 feet under as I am positive this person is going to come and hunt me down, they clearly know where I am as they think it's a 'hovel'.
I doubt the person who commented is very content with their life. They seem very angry about everything I do which is never good. No-one should be that angry about anything I do, it's just wasted energy really, be angry about something important. Even my mum isn't this angry at me and she's known me all my life poor woman.
Right I'm signing off as I keep going back to the subject I love the most: moi! Doing this blog has been a nice little chapter of my life. I've enjoyed writing it, and I have enjoyed hearing the nice comments people have had about it. Thank you to everyone who read it, talked about it, sent it on to their mates etc... I'll miss it! XX
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